This year's conference was going to be different in light the events of the last few months and the resignation of most of our bishops from the House of Bishops in Rwanda. I had many questions and hoped to better understand what was happening. I had hoped to hear that attempts at reconciliation were being made for missteps with all parties. I also hoped to hear what the Council of Bishops felt was the process for moving forward. Most these expectations were met.As always, the greatest value of my winter conference experience was not the wonderful worship, or the inspiring teachings (which were again quite good), but the relational time I had with other brothers and sisters who are laboring in the vineyard. I was saddened this year by the absence of some whom I fear are choosing to move in a different network of Anglican ministry. Time will tell if this is the case.
I came away from our time together having heard from the Chairman Chuck Murphy and other bishops an apology for the confusion caused and lack of communication as the events of the last few months have unfolded. I heard remorse over some of the actions done and words that were spoken. But I am aware that not all the mistakes were made on their end of the relationship. I also know that the realigning within the Mission is not simply an issue of Rwandan oversight for some, but there exists some unresolved disagreement and conflicting views about the Mission's direction that has gone on for several years and is now being manifest in a possible divergence. I was particularly pleased that a first step in the process of reconciliation, mediated through the archbishop of Kenya , between Rwandan and AMIA leaders took place two weeks ago. It is not restoration or the end of the reconciliation process but it was the start. As an "armchair quarterback" I could readily say where I think all parties erred but now I am more interested in the process of seeing relationships restored. This will not be a short process. Trust has been broken and it is not readily repaired.
I trust the Bishop's Council. They have worked hard, sacrificed much and done so many things well, that it seems too impulsive to break relationship with them over this issue only, though admittedly my confidence in them has been challenged at bit. They are working and open to reconciliation. They are aware of the hurt and uncertainty they have created. The legal status of AMIA is sound under the structure of a Board of Directors. Clergy credentials are still under Rwanda and may have to be transferred at a later date. There is no need to make hasty affiliation changes while relational and institutional differences are being worked through. I see the Spirit working and hear reports of ongoing ministry taking place, the Gospel is still being proclaimed and new people are still being drawn to the mission.
As a dreamer/visionary personality, I am having to remind myself that there is no perfect church or ecclesiastical institution. As much as I hoped we could do our best in the forming of something new in AMIA, alas "my" ideal vision is only ideal to me. AMIA is not perfect. It looks like it is changing and will continue to change, but I trust those in authority over me that they are seeking the Lord and trying to do the best they can for Christ and His people.
I feel called to pray for the Bishops and for our Rwandan leaders and those who will not follow the Council of Bishops. I feel called to forgive our Bishops and Chairman for mistakes made and pray they will move forward under the Father's leading. I will do my part to reach out to those I know who are in the Mission but I did not see at the conference. I want to bless and continue to foster our common work even if they feel led to change organizational affiliation. I want to redouble my personal efforts to build working relationships with those orthodox Anglicans who are closest to me despite their Anglican pedigree.
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